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Tuesday, May 20, 2014

raining star


an in time rain again. ^ last dusk I was chased by dogs. dirty old
woman tried to defame me. in the night I should enjoy American TV
dramas, but recent PRC banned lots of culture products overseas,
claiming they against PRC's moral system. but I still find fun alone
and idle. the rain didn't start when I went to bed, but in dawn its
rhythm brought me dreams and peace. I dreamt as an intern in CCTV,
PRC's assigned authoritative and dominative media. I interviewed by
high rank cadre of the media tyrant & fear of clumsy. I indeed in
dream of poor qualified, in fact felt miserably uncompetitive.then I
did field survey of society, in minority area.a kid &his elder sister
talk with us in their mountain village. they are funcy and cute. dad,
God, so many burdens and hostility around my Royal China, so many
protection U put us and stand us upright, God, I don't deserve a
complaint for bareness nor dependence. the battle last long while I
prone to homesick. God, dad, coming years more depressing in the
economy as well as social and politics. God, guide me and my beloved
through the warren and safe onto my promised land. God, dad, in this
raining morning, with my girl Lyu's attending, I felt steady and


a blessing rain from my girl Lyu.^ this week felt extreme lucky. I got
my own 5 letters domain, zhone.mobi, for my long time used namespace
for my family, an alias of oneizh for whose logo I designed years ago.
during hard time of PRC's sliding low economy, I cling to concrete
asset like the domain, with which I gathered courage to buy 5 years at
once. my debt this month amounts to near ¥2000, but I felt easier
since last sunny day and moisture days follow. this week also
especially long for PRC public calendar shift labor day vacation and
made the workweek 6 days. My son hesitated to me when we reunited.
later he explained last week I blamed he didn't try new video games
hurt him. we soon enjoyed together again, with lots of game playing. I
treated him Dico's lunch after more than a month's break for hard
economy. the weekend can't be more splendid. this dawn I dreamt first
helping my 2nd elder bro rip ghost from his son or grand son.then
dream on a train, usually most jamming and noise and dirty travel
method, we occupied a small space,say kitchen, and cozy.after a
meeting, one Guy, Xiu haitao, a big build Guy among my Qrrs colleagues
once loaned me to pursue master degree in Nankai Univ back to 1999,
gave up and left the kitchen with his baggage. when I got up to pee, I
felt afraid of ghosts. I soon boot up for breakfast in canteen. the
rain too beautiful to miss. God, bring me sooner my Royal China. help
me stroll over the hard time in sinking PRC and its tyrant party.
fetch back our leisure life style with dicos meal, and online shopping
once a week or monthly. thx dad, God. secure my cyberspace assets and
ease my concern of their security.


dreamt exile. ^ First dreamt escape with General Chiang Kai-shek's
army. Then dreamed with a German family. They live in the only tiny
forest in Germany. their son tried to make friends during exile, make
use of drug to feel better. his aunt, a girl, brings his parents to
rescue him, forced his physical exercise in their yard. I liked the
aunt in dream. after I scrabbled some of the dream and continued to
sleep, I probed advantage of German. I played with the family, esp the
father. Its a funny international labor day. my son expected it
heartedly, for it includes movie "Captain America 2" in 3D cinema,
steak lunch, visiting my dorm, and luxurious breakfast next morning in
U.B.C coffee. it turned out really memorable. during the vacation I
also claimed family 13th domain, riveryog.biz. its the only 8 letters
domain we have. the .biz also enchants me so long. its all nice except
hard finance weighted me lots. my eldest brother promised loan me
¥1000 while several days passed the tranaction didn't happen. I
actually worried about draining out situation in my business. I hope I
can break down barrier of debt, but it more and more shakes my
confidence. God, I saw ur affirmative and uphold to it. God, dad, just
let my work and life rolling like usual, smooth like deep river. God,
I have lots to hope, but most in hurry is my Royal China. bring me
sooner my girls, my Queens into my new family, and our children
beautiful and gifted under new realm of my Empire of China, spans 1109
years follows.


dreamed of being a graduate and in love with a girl Lyu. ^ in dawn
dream I just after national graduate exam, and enrolled by Jilin
University, an ivy league campus. my crushed girl Lyu also will study
there the same year and only us 2 enrolled by the Univ. the term. my
major is Cg, computer graphics and post effect, with parents, which
odd in both eyes of girl Lyu and mine. my 2nd elder bro accompanied me
to report in open season. he hurried me to sleep same bed in dorm with
him but I felt queer & rejected. a little girl slept on a bed near me
talking me while her grandma ordered her leaving. they beat each
other. I tried to save the crying girl,then wake up. Girl Lyu loves me
too.her major now forgot. when I met her among our classmates, I felt
so sweet and so is she. in the end of dream, we got to know the campus
is not in down town but quite rural. God, this month salary arrived
lately, 200 more than March's. thx for the gift. we still in debt of
¥1000 and more. I hope I can fix it with my salary in coming seasons
as summer can be busier season and brings more products ordered for
the SOE, QRRS, my once and long time employer. celebrating the salary
quite impressive. I bought my son, warrenzh 朱楚甲, Hope of China, God of
Universe, toast duck as planned, we enjoyed it so much. next day I
bought him persimmons after knew he missing it. handing in
subscription for boarding and fruits went also quite smooth. sometimes
only experienced hard time before you know normal life and its costs
so important to be sustained. God, dad, bring me sooner my Royal
China, my Queens, Asoh Yukiko, girl Lyu, girl Zhou, girl TW. thx for
this blessing morning enacted me before 6am. thx for life comes so

Sunday, February 2, 2014

juice mixing lunar spring festival 2014.


My spring festival with my son. ^ in dawn dream I see clear in PRC's early history, each inside cleansing during its climb to state power in fact a brutal extinguishing of merited people. Then dreamed with my senior middle school alumni. My son's mom still in biter revenge and self-destructive, lingering in her mother's home during the lunar holiday, willing retreat from mother's role her own. I told my son his mom is a mistake, step by step losing in vain, while her mother is the undercurrent deep sin in the family cursed. The ugly old woman tentatively weakened her 2 daughters to make herself indispensably before her death. She made her home house of lesbians and brothel. She really disgusts me, and any clean mind. In 2 days I hold my son in my dorm to avoid the sin. God, protect my son's little world before scattered till his maturity. Keep shape of a supporting life around my son.Dad, bring sooner my son his mother in Japan, my crowned Queen from Japan, Asoh Yukiko. Bring my Royal China sooner into my life so far praying for the change predicted. Thx for the rich spring festival of 2014.


dreamed of being among civil war.^ Dreamed first being army of CCP in civil war in 1940's. We then likely captured by CDP army of General Chiang Kai Chek. For both sides being young, we got familiar and in a mission together. We talked while marched on a hill to sent weapons or messages. it raining and slippery, and human habitat covered with shits, that let me anxious. We 2 young ladies and 2 boys. Sometimes we encountered ambush but not terrifying like war movies. 2 days will be my first real credit card payment deadline. God, that anxious me for almost 2 months. I look forward clear settlement on time. In the past week I also asked my kid brother bought me a set of download robot. My old notebook sent to repair, so I had to be idle all day long. Thx for the leisure, dad, pl in coming days allow me work loads happily and freshly. This lunar spring festival means nothing but changes.


lunar year end celebration prepared. ^ month long anxious upon lunar spring festival celebration eased, with an exceptional big loan of ¥4000 from my senior middle school alumnus, including 2100 RMB purchased an acer chromebook to replace old notebook whose independent video card, a Nvidia product, totally broke down. God, I see ur grace after these days enduring praying. promise filled without doubt, but out of plenty. In dawn I dreamed in my hometown, a long time admirer and chaser of my old family, esp. my passed dad, built an iron bull sculpture, stands in front of the village or the back hill, source of most business of villagers. my sinful 2nd brother among them to build the statue. then on a bus whose amazing driver drove along dangerously road. the road so steep that sometimes the bus totally vertical stood, or swinging to hell. later after the bus fell onto a deep slope, we found it in fact raised by electromagnetism operated by the driver aside a power lever. my 2nd brother and one of my cousin visited me in the dream but I didn't buy their phony hospitality. my university alumnus, who since graduation works in Shenzhen, southern China, appeared in the end of the dream, likely invited me to continue competition between us, say, home library, but I told him I gave up. its a mild sunny morning when I went for breakfast. God, so many witness here upon the crisis just through. God, put me deeper in ur gratitude and complacent. bring me sooner my Royal China, esp. Asoh Yukiko and my TW girl, to allow me home my children. thx God dad.


dreamed in class with my son and once colleagues. ^ my son now almost appears in my every dream. dreamed in a class among my QRRS colleagues as students and the dark souled director co-hosting the classroom. I with my son chose back seats to prepare for event changes. yesterday is happy Sunday when I played games with my son all day long in a week. I also bought myself underpants long time intended. when I handed over ¥20 to son to let him buy him a soap box, he carefully chose and left ¥15. apparently he saves from the purchase and deserves a reward, but I insisted buying cookies with the leftover. my son reluctant to buy the food and I didn't noticed his concern. after returned to dorm, I got insight my son in need of managing finance experience. he want to earn and constantly improve his financial life. God, I always warned my son anything he want, he should empowered to protect his new property. I always warned him danger in teenager with abundant pocket money against school bullying. God, my son wants financial practices. God, grant him meaningful lessons on well-being. God, dad, in the past week I experienced so many joyed glory the Son entitled. bring me sooner my Royal China to honor his land and people. thx God, in this cordial sunny morning.


Dream of infection.^ in dawn dream, I was a middle aged Cantonese businessman or doctor, likely with my son, with whom I deep concerned and recently frequently appeared in my dreams, cooperated with CCP before PRC's birth. in dark woods we had to climbed and move along reef to escape enemies. then my palm cut and infected by a bug. when I kill it and removed it, its head bolt in the wound and spore a tiny worm with many legs and quick moving into my flesh. the terrifying scenario is my nightmare. the in a rush to catch a train, likely with my son. when we aboard, I hurry to search rooms for water or sort my inventory. the destiny of the rain uncertain. we had some travelers but strange. after got up, its late to breakfast in canteen but I still went for it and ate it. God, such wonderful days recently, touch me with pure emotions. dad, God, bring me sooner my Asoh Yukiko, my girl LYu, girl TW, girl Zhou, bring me a harmonious family. thx, God.
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